I follow the rhythm of a beating heart
The trail finds a way into you.
This intimacy intimidates; this persistent, burrowing beast
Even through my resistance, I manage to find comfort here.
You're not so scary,
Now that I've uncovered some of you;
Semi-interesting, kind of nice--
I'm not so good with the compliments.
But I fear for you for you'll never understand
That I didn't come to stay, your path just crossed my way
It's time for me to go now, detour's coming up
Scenic route, no hitchhikers.
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I've returned from my insane roller coaster ride,
No bars, no straps, just me and the rails.
Wind in my hair, heart in my throat, no voice to scream.
A clenched ass determined to stay seated and white knuckles gripping to-- Anything.
Didja miss me?
I missed you-- sort of.
But don't tell anyone.
Can't have rumors flying about that I may actually have feelings.
But don't get used to it, you know I'll go away again.
Not because of you, but because that's what I do.
In and out, around and around.
But I'll be back-- Eventually.
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